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[07 Jan 2004|07:58pm] |
I added people, on my other name.
Incase you were like "WHAT THE FUCK."
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[03 Jan 2004|06:32pm] |
OKay
so, I've been dying to see whats eating gilbert grape
i've seen it
many times
BUT HELL I WANT TO SEE IT AGAIN
and i'm babysitting, and its ON TV. well, I can get it on demand. OKAY SEX.
There will most likely be more updates.
NIGHT.
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[03 Jan 2004|01:00am] |
darling, everything i said tonight ignore it.
I'm so sorry.
I don't want you to shut up and smile.
I'm sorry I'm cold.
I'm sorry I'm heartless.
I've just been out of it lately, and i'm not good with emotions and love and expressing myself to those i love- at least not..face..to..face?
I don't know.
So this is my letter to you.
I'd do anything for you. I care about you more then i care about myself, i go to bed dreaming of you, i wake up thinking of you. I wake till i get to talk to you. I wait till i get to hold you. When I'm hurt, or sad. I want to run to you for you to comfort me. and i want to be able to do the same for you.
and i know i suck at telling you these things, I'm sorry. I'm working on it- I'm trying to be more open. It's just so hard for me.
I miss you so much lately.
I'm so sorry, please forgive me for everything.
I can't loose you.
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[26 Dec 2003|07:11pm] |
Went to walmart
Got fabric to make a skirt, it's pink with white polka dots.
Thread
bobbins
and I'm dying my hair black, tomorrow.
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[25 Dec 2003|01:29pm] |
( more )
The END
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[22 Dec 2003|02:51pm] |
I'm 
Years old
wwooo.
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[21 Dec 2003|11:08am] |
you are on of these kids who listens to screamo and
grind. some of it is good, but some is just
shit. a band can hit a chord and you think its
a masterpiece. its garbage for th emost part.
its a million mile an hour bull shit. stop
flailing your hands at show's cause you look
like a fucking idiot.
what kind of asshole scene kid are you?
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[19 Dec 2003|10:40pm] |
You know who I love?
Josh.
Look at those MSpaint SKILLZ!
So, I want his babies. He is adorable, sweet, thoughtful, caring, funny,etc etc. He's everything. He's perfect. No matter what he thinks.
I know you're jealous. He's mine all mine.
I feel like I should say that, while stuffing cookies in my mouth.
Like that.
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[19 Dec 2003|06:05pm] |
Oh yeah.
New layout.
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[18 Dec 2003|09:20pm] |
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I'm dreaming of a white christmas,
just like the ones I used to know
Where the treetops glisten and children listen
to hear sleigh bells in the snow
(the bright eyes version of this song is amazing.)
I typed out a huge entry.. my feelings as of late, my emotions. But it was all deleted. Maybe it's better this way..
Everything is going so fast. It seems like just the other day I was in 7th grade, now I am in the middle of 10th. Before I know it I'll be graduating. If I graduate.I know it's cliche, but my biggest fear is to become a failure. I feel like I will become one, like this pseudo intellect I have put up will be dscovered. I will be exposed. I want to do something with my life, but with my work ethics..I'll be lucky if I'm saying "would you like fries with that?"
Everyone has someone.A best friend, A love, something. I feel lonely as of late. Maybe it's my ;ack of a social life lately.
The winter makes me so depressed.
What I need to do before x-mas
*Finish Lauren's gift
*Begin Amanda's.
*Make cards
*kill myself
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[17 Dec 2003|10:07pm] |
Ev'ry time it rains, it rains pennies from heaven
Don'tcha know each cloud contains pennies from heaven?
(You'll find your fortune fallin' all over town)
(Be sure that your umbrella)
Is upside down
Trade them for a package of sunshine and flowers
If you want the things you love, you must have showers
(So when you hear it thunder) Don't run under a tree
There'll be pennies from heaven for you and me
(Ev'ry time it rains, it rains)…Pennies from heaven
(Don'tcha know each cloud contains)…Pennies from heaven?
(You'll find you fortune fallin') All over town
(Be sure that your umbrella) Is upside down
Trade them for a package of sunshine and flowers
If you want the things you love you must have showers
(So when you hear it thunder) Don't run under a tree
There'll be pennies from heaven for you and for me
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[16 Dec 2003|08:01pm] |
I love Christmas.
Yesterday, I went to walmart and my mom got me my birthday present! eee! It was the SBTB DVD set I wanted!:D Then later she dropped hints that she has purchased my DVD player for my room. yay. Once I get it everyones invited over for a SBTB party. k? K. I'm serious too! Christmas break, SBTB party.
I'm also getting my CD/DVD burner, since my father is giving me his old computer, since he got a new one. It's a perfectly good computer.. soo HOT.
Katelyn gave me my Christmas/Birthday present today. It's the CUTEST hello kitty doll. Although it sucked walking around with it.
I made a the cure hoodie. Too bad, it smudged everyone and sucks? oh yes.
I'll still wear it. The back says Fight Fight Fight.
I made sarah and KT their gifts, still have a few more to make.
I like Sarah's the most.
I got a Marilyn monroe skin for the internet browser, it's sorta creepy.
Uhmmm, I'll probably be back soon, with clothing and such that I like from E-bay.
x0xo-
Christina.
Ps.I fucking hate LOTR, and ROTK.
Die.
:*
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[02 Dec 2003|07:38pm] |
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"Night is purer than day; it is better for thinking and loving and dreaming. At night everything is more intense, more true. The echo of words that have been spoken during the day takes on a new and deeper meaning. The tragedy of a man is that he doesn't know how to distinguish between day and night. He says things at night that should only be said by day."
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[23 Nov 2003|09:19pm] |
Ave, Maria!
Maiden mild!
Oh listen to a maiden's prayer;
For thou canst hear tho' from the wild,
And Thou canst save amid despair,
Amid despair.
Safe may we sleep beneath thy care
Tho' banish'd outcast and reviled,
Oh, Maiden hear a maidens prayer.
Oh Mother, hear a suppliant child!
Ave Maria!
Ave, Maria!
Undefiled!
The flinty couch we now must share,
Shall seem with down of eider piled
If Thy, if Thy protection hover there.
The murky cavern's heavy air
Shall breath of Balm if thou hast smiled;
Then, Maiden hear a maiden's prayer.
Oh Mother, hear a suppliant child!
Ave Maria!
Ave, Maria!
Stainless-styled!
Foul demons of the earth and air,
From this their wonted haunt exiled,
Shall flee, shall flee before thy presence fair.
We bow us to our lot of care
Beneath Thy guidance reconciled,
Hear for a maid a maiden's prayer;
And for a father bear a child!
Ave Maria!
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[16 Nov 2003|09:37pm] |
C You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
H You are not judgemental.
R You are a social butterfly.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
( You Try )
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[15 Nov 2003|12:01am] |
Okay, tonight was okay. I didn't go to school, but I went to drifters. A bunch of bands didn't show.
Sarah, I believe I will be spending Friday AND saturday night with you, next weekend. Is that okay? My parents are going out of town.
It's sad when you completley block someone out of your head, and forget everything that happened between you two, then some happens and it all comes back, and you really miss them.
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